Can’t Sleep
Jeep is sick again. Sitting in her sick basket on my bed, growling, wagging her tail, not moving, won’t eat or drink. I hate not being able to help. Once she woke me up, I couldn’t get my mind off the fact that I’m supposed to (according to my own schedule) take this exam in 3 weeks, and my scores are nowhere near good enough yet. If I fail and have to retake it again, I have to repay the $500. I’m trying not to panic, but I’m failing at this point. I feel like I never have enough concentration for this stuff to sink in. I’ve taken to memorizing answers rather than learning in a more holistic way. It seems to have a better effect, which is actually a testament to how poor the test is constructed. OK, I’m going to attempt more sleep. Only about 4.5-5 hours so far.